Panic

Panicking seems to be everyone’s favourite pastime these days. We live in the most peaceful time in our history but yet people seem to believe otherwise. It is exactly because of the relative peace that we are blessed with that very atrocity seems like a nuclear explosion. And the things that are happening in the world are atrocities, please do not think that I believe otherwise.

I grew up in Britain at the height of the cold war and the world did not feel like a safe place. Of course, I was a child, but I remember the fear of nuclear weapons. The thought that American and Russian bombs would wave to each other, as they passed overhead, going in opposite directions. Terrorism was also a very real threat, on our doorsteps and in the skies.

There are some very real reasons to panic about the future of this planet. But the one thing that sends a shiver up my spine, is the thought of the next President of the U.S.A. being named Trump. This is no longer a joke. He is not fading away and is even starting to say some actual facts. Not many, but just enough to make me worry. Worry that he may start to appeal to not only the imbecilic and uneducated, but also to the plain dull-witted and ill-informed.

Please America, wake up. Get off your asses and put a stop to this. I have already seen Britain make, what I consider, the stupidest decision of this century. And that happened because enough people believed the scary assertions of politicians, assertions not facts. And not enough of the opposition got up and voted.

The young people of America, those who do access information from outside their own country, and maybe occasionally read a book, must stand and be counted. Please! For the sake of humanity. Or we could become “The Planet of the Orangutangs”.

via Daily Prompt: Panic

© Neil Hayes and neilsworldofenglish

Jump: A short story

What is this? How did I get here? The panic spreads through me from my fingers to my bones. Breathe, just breathe. Do I know this place? I certainly don’t remember getting here. The bed feels warm, I must have been sleeping. When I sit up my head feels woozy. Then, pain shoots up my neck. I need to think. Thirsty, so thirsty. There is a sink in the corner but I can’t see a glass anywhere. I put my mouth to the tap and gorge myself. Better. There is a desk in the corner of the room. I need to investigate. Who lives here? Do I know them? It’s a mess, papers, dirty plates, a coffee cup with a new life forming in the bottom. Jesus, who does live here? Wait, what’s that? A photograph under one of the plates? It peels off, with a little effort. Laura, it’s Laura. It’s been so long, since she left me, us, the world. What is this doing here….?

What now? It feels like there is no air. And cold, so cold. I am spinning around, trying to keep my balance. I fall, hard. More pain, but this time something warm on my cheek. My head rests on a jagged stone and all I can do is blink, blink the pain away. Until I can finally focus. How did I get outside? My head is not so bad. As the pain subsides, I realise this place is familiar. Ben’s cabin is near here. I have many memories of here. Once happy, but those memories stopped a few years ago. When she left, I could no longer face this place. A sudden surge of guilt. He had lost her too after all. And then we lost each other. But how could I go back now. But maybe it is not too late….

Not again. Is this sickness or madness. Maybe both. I feel lost in reality but so many old feelings are coursing through me. No I don’t want to be here. I haven’t returned since she left. Just the sight of the cold stone, now covered with moss, sends chills through me. When she left, I had to turn a page and not think. But now it seems I have no choice. It was never solved. We just found her sitting there, alone. Silent. I can’t look anymore….

Here again? But something is different. The room has changed. A wallet is lying on the table. I rush to open it, I must know something. This is beyond me. It’s Ben. I see his picture as soon as I open the wallet. How could he live here? How could he descend from his cabin in the woods to this? From idyllic nature to this, this filth. It must have affected him more than I thought. Guilty feelings overpower me. Could I have helped him more? There is a diary next to the wallet. None of this was here before. I open it and…. No, it can’t be. He wouldn’t. How could he….?

On the edge. Looking down. This seems like the perfect spot, for how I feel. I don’t know how I have kept this inside for so long. And now this? One foot hovers and then….

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© Neil Hayes and neilhayeswriter

Stylish

The most stylish always seem to be those who are most comfortable in their own skin. We disguise ourselves with logos, is it all just an effort to hide? Hide ourselves from the world. Does this really improve us? Which is the most beautiful? The one covered in red, white and blue, or the one with the eyes that shine.

via Daily Prompt: Stylish

© Neil Hayes and neilsworldofenglish

Passionate

For most, passion is a blessing.

It gives you drive and love for life.

For others it seems to provide the drive for hate.

I wish the world was full of people with the passion to love and embrace their fellow man.

Sometimes I wish I did more on a personal level.

When you see the world becoming full of the passion for evil.

Maybe all you can do is counterbalance that hate with more love.

More real passion.

© Neil Hayes and neilsworldofenglish