How do you know if anyone is interested? How can you tell if what you are doing is worthwhile? Does it really matter? Doubts are only human and especially so among those who wish to create.Continue reading “Doubt : Blog”
Inside, outside, there’s no escape. Everywhere I look. I’m surrounded.
Who to trust? Suspicion consumes me. Where can I go, to feel safe?
I turn down an alley, hardly able to breath. Pushing myself into a doorway where no-one can see me.
But there is still someone watching. I still feel consumed by terror.
Who can it be? Where are they?
Then, a realisation. Me. I’m the observer, the follower, the spy.
Who to trust? Trust no-one.
Doubt all, even self.
© Neil Hayes and neilhayeswriter
Committing, doing, achieving. Wanting isn’t enough. We all spend too much time dreaming, I certainly do. I want to change; attitudes, work, life. But how to do it? It just seems too much, too impossible.
Self-doubt. Too old, too set in my ways. Where to start? Never enough time. Excuses.
The solution, one step. The now. Not the destination, but the journey. Sounds simple, but the mind wanders. Stay focused, the present is all that matters.
Make a choice, commit to the now.
© Neil Hayes and neilsworldofenglish