Never Satisfied.

What’s your favorite time of day?

The time when I am alone when all is silent all around me. It is only my favourite when life is its normal busy self. If I am alone for too long, then that is just too much of a good thing. Because as much as I crave these quiet times, I am not built to be alone permanently. Luckily, that is not the case and I have my lovely wife and two beautiful children to fill my life with noise and love.

Confusion, a short story

What did she want? I seem to spend almost all of my life trying to work this out, should it be such a puzzle? This whole relationship thing could just be beyond me.

When it started it was all love and lust. Of course things change, they always do. I am just not sure what this has become now.

I don’t want to give up on things, but there has to come a time when that decision has to be made.

I would just feel like such a fool if I finished things and there could have been a simple solution which I was missing. Part of me thinks that I should go with the flow, while another says to be a man and make the break.

Am I happy? That has to be the main question and the answer to that is no. I am spending half my time stressing about what to do next and the rest of the time on eggshells. That in itself should give me the answer. The only thing to do is talk, explain how I feel, and see what she says. Then it will, somehow, resolve itself. Let’s do this!

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Welsh Wedding

The most special day of the summer. The wedding day. Not mine, but that of my nephew. He found the right girl, she found the right boy.

After the stress of the buildup, the day finally comes. Family and friends, coming together in celebration. Beautiful surroundings, and a beautiful couple. A splash of rain can’t spoil this day.

But it is just the beginning. It’s been eight years since my special day, and we are not just a couple anymore. Now we are a team, working, playing and growing together.

I can’t wait to see what the future holds for my team and for the newlyweds. Every day is a new beginning, with a new path to follow.

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